Putting life back on track.

I feel better today. Still stressed and unsure of whats going to happen  now. But definitely better. Had bonding with my Dad yesterday, some bonding with my mom today. Feels like things are getting somewhat back on track. I've messed up a lot of things in my life, especially recently. It is hard to know where to begin in fixing it. In making things better between my family and I. Between my friends and I there is a lot. Friends I haven't really been there for in quite some time, friends I stopped talking to as much because it bugged Thomas. I feel horrible and want to fix it. Not quite sure how, but I will find a way to do so.

Today is some me time though. Bonding with family, not getting out of my PJs, Maybe some art today. And just some plain old relaxing with Cozmo kitty, while we watch some Charmed or Angel. Maybe even play some Wii if I feel up to it later.

Still  have lots of worrying deep down, regrets and pain I don't want to show. I know it takes time, but I wish it didn't. At least now I can take some time to worry about me. To get my life back to where I want it. Pay off my own debt, no longer someone Else's. Save up for my own car and apartment. And hopefully sometime in the month of April I can start my Etsy shop and sell my own designs. That is the plan as of yet, I will do all I can do make that happen. Hopefully these things of drama won't put this on hold. Won't hold me back any longer.

Ta Ta for now World and all of its inhabitants.