Blogging Time...

So Since I got a Twitter message from @dramaticmama I thought I should probably update this with a new blog entry. Sorry it's been a little while again, just not used to having this. And also there's been so much going I don't know what to type here considering I am so used to just dealing with it myself. So here is a brief list of the going Ons in my life since the last blog.... 

• Still trying to get shit back from my Ex. (my 56 movies, A cable for my monitor and my other Laptop)
• Work.. Ugh work, Don't get me wrong I do like my job surprisingly, I work at a call center and my co-workers are awesome. But the goals of what they want us to do can be quite ridiculous. Luckily I have a new Awesome Manager who as we speak is helping me fight for a raise. :) Thanks Sir. 
• Took my Cat to the vet. She is okay, Very healthy but UGH! so Much, She had to get all her shots, than found out a week later there was still one more she needed. My little Cozmo is getting fixed soon (once I get the money). And now I have to brush her teeth  :S weird but okay
• About the brushing of my cats teeth, well I told my friends at work and take your mind to the dirtiest place of that gutter. Ya, that's right I hear those jokes all day now. Its quite funny but I can't yet look at my cat the same. lol
• MONEY ISSUES!! Still my biggest problem, Trying to pay off my bills almost done one which is already cancelled. The MasterCard is next halfway there, than it gets the chop. Lastly Visa which I am keeping as ONLY emergency use card and to help bring my credit back up. 
• CAR! I need/want my own car so badly I have it picked out and everything. The new Cruze LS+, it is amazing and Affordable so me as long as I can pay off my cards more. The worst part is that I may need a cosigner. But here's the thing. I cannot ask my mom, 1. She hates to be put on anything she never has before, 2.  This part pisses me off. She has a loan right now for my Brother. That's right she took out a loan for my Younger Brother for college but won't Co sign for her daughter who has been working her ass off since she was 16!! 
• Oh, one of my Best friends and I got into a huge fight. He thinks it has something to do with Me telling him how to parent his child, Which I admit looking back it did really kinda come out that way. But it wasn't that. I am Sorry but any man/person (friend or not) who says that instead of letting a friend (his GF) and Baby (under a year old) go to a Family oriented pride parade to help support me the one time I ask, but would have the nerve to say to ME someone who has been cheated on by EVERY and I mean EVERY boyfriend she has every had that It would have been fine to take him to a Truck parade full of bimbo woman showing off. I mean really was I wrong to get mad at that. I understand if it had been Toronto I wouldn't take my child either for more than one reason. But really? I never ask for anything I wanted one day to Open up to my other side, embrace another part of me with my best friend, and a friend from work. Who were the only friends that would have come. He wouldn't have even if I asked him and told him it meant a lot to have some support. Which it would have been great to have his support, The day did mean a lot to me and this is what I get. Sorry little rant there. I know the way it came out was bad. But was I wrong?

So that is basically the list. Well it is now 4am and I have to work tomorrow. 3:30 pm until 1:00 am. Than Casino with my mother and some of her friends Sunday. AT 7AM!! Definitely having some energy drinks and staying awake. Maybe I'll remember my camera and take some pictures. I will try, no promises though. 

Good Nightie to all those Slumberers.

Working, working, working.....

So been a little busy lately taking lots of extra hours at work to help finally pay off all my bills and get my own car. But been wearing myself a little thin. And also lately I just want to keep up this for the most part happy mood so work is helping me kind of just worry about work and nothing else. Don't have much to report I am sorry to say. But have some cute pictures of kitten to put up soon and some of my already done art, and hopefully get a few of my current projects.


My mood this week has for the most part been good. Only had one break down day, so i guess that's a good sign that I am slowly getting past all this fucking drama. Still waiting to get my stuff back. UGH!! Been almost a month and my Ex still has some of my shit. But from the sounds of it his luck isn't going so well, so to that in this happy and strange mood I seem to be in tonight.  " AHAHAHAHAHAHA.. fuck you". I think part of this better mood has been created by Jess, C and their wee one. And also a bit by me realizing (and I have thought about this from every angle but still my opinion) that over the last almost 3 years with TS that I tried so hard gave everything to that relationship. I have my faults but openly admitted what they were and tried to work on them. So I did nothing wrong. Still Have those days where I see a happy couple or hear about another baby being hatched that I somewhat break down. Considering only about a month ago TS and I were talking about one day getting married and starting a family together. I still wish as well that I could find out why he did this. I am about 80% sure of why but I guess as my mom keeps telling me for closure purposes I need to here it from him. Well not going to happen. Oh another wonderful mess that is.


On a lighter note my Dad and I are on this Sunday evening going to get the Schnoodle (half Schnauzer, half Poodle) that my Dad is saving from a shelter. He needs a dog, he always has. I would rather though have a lab or German Shepard. Small dogs can be quite annoying, and a schnoodle?? Really Dad? Meh, going meet the little guy on Sunday so we will see how this goes. Hopefully This dog whose name is Toby will Get along with my Cosmo Kitty.


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Sorry she must have heard me dirty look from the kitten. She's still mad that I kicked her off my laptop so I could Blog. The picture is on my twitter but will put it here soon. Well best me watching an episode of Farscape than cuddle up with Cosmo and fall asleep. 


Good Nighty to All those out there.