Working, working, working.....

So been a little busy lately taking lots of extra hours at work to help finally pay off all my bills and get my own car. But been wearing myself a little thin. And also lately I just want to keep up this for the most part happy mood so work is helping me kind of just worry about work and nothing else. Don't have much to report I am sorry to say. But have some cute pictures of kitten to put up soon and some of my already done art, and hopefully get a few of my current projects.


My mood this week has for the most part been good. Only had one break down day, so i guess that's a good sign that I am slowly getting past all this fucking drama. Still waiting to get my stuff back. UGH!! Been almost a month and my Ex still has some of my shit. But from the sounds of it his luck isn't going so well, so to that in this happy and strange mood I seem to be in tonight.  " AHAHAHAHAHAHA.. fuck you". I think part of this better mood has been created by Jess, C and their wee one. And also a bit by me realizing (and I have thought about this from every angle but still my opinion) that over the last almost 3 years with TS that I tried so hard gave everything to that relationship. I have my faults but openly admitted what they were and tried to work on them. So I did nothing wrong. Still Have those days where I see a happy couple or hear about another baby being hatched that I somewhat break down. Considering only about a month ago TS and I were talking about one day getting married and starting a family together. I still wish as well that I could find out why he did this. I am about 80% sure of why but I guess as my mom keeps telling me for closure purposes I need to here it from him. Well not going to happen. Oh another wonderful mess that is.


On a lighter note my Dad and I are on this Sunday evening going to get the Schnoodle (half Schnauzer, half Poodle) that my Dad is saving from a shelter. He needs a dog, he always has. I would rather though have a lab or German Shepard. Small dogs can be quite annoying, and a schnoodle?? Really Dad? Meh, going meet the little guy on Sunday so we will see how this goes. Hopefully This dog whose name is Toby will Get along with my Cosmo Kitty.


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Sorry she must have heard me dirty look from the kitten. She's still mad that I kicked her off my laptop so I could Blog. The picture is on my twitter but will put it here soon. Well best me watching an episode of Farscape than cuddle up with Cosmo and fall asleep. 


Good Nighty to All those out there.

My week...

Been a little while since my last blog so thought I should write about how my week has been going so far. Feeling slightly better still have those days where I just want to break down, but not as often because the more time that goes by the more of an ass I'm realizing my ex really is. Got some of my stuff back but I'm not being nice anymore. I mean why should I be I was nice for 3 years, he ruined it so shouldn't he have to deal with the consequences? 


I've been back at work, and working quite a lot as well. Took a bunch of overtime hours over the last two weeks, for a few reasons. 1) I need the money I want to finally pay off all my bills and get my own car. 2) I need something to keep me busy. And so far I am able to do both. I work with some amazing people who are so supportive, and constantly making me smile which is definitely what I have been needing. I like my job for the most part, as much as anyone can like working in a call center. But get good pay and lots of incentives that sometimes are too good to pass by. 


Also I've been going up to Visit some friends. Jess, C and their little man D. It was a lot of fun, C mostly played with his truck but it was great seeing him so happy and focused. Jess, D and I went out to take some pictures of me, because I haven't really felt up to updating and taking some of myself over the last little while. But she helped feel really good about myself. Thanks Jess. It's good having a girl to talk to again too, mainly all my friends are guys. Don't get me wrong, guys are awesome but I'm a girl. I need girl time every so often, it's nice to have that back. Definitely visiting more, because it's always so fun and nice being around people who care. 


I know not too much detail into my week. Been pretty uneventful except for the trip to visit friends. Trying to get more fun and adventure in my life, just starting small for right now. Thinking of FINALLY starting my vlog once a week. Just not fully sure what to do, but guess I'll make that up as I go along. Finishing the set up of my art station too. So Pictures of that will be coming soon. 
For now enjoy some pictures Jess took of me. And a few of the kitty.

Cozmo Kitty Sleeping. 

Watching some Shaytards with me

Cozmo and I trying to nap

Below are the ones Jess took of me. Thanks again Hun!