Blogging Time...

So Since I got a Twitter message from @dramaticmama I thought I should probably update this with a new blog entry. Sorry it's been a little while again, just not used to having this. And also there's been so much going I don't know what to type here considering I am so used to just dealing with it myself. So here is a brief list of the going Ons in my life since the last blog.... 

• Still trying to get shit back from my Ex. (my 56 movies, A cable for my monitor and my other Laptop)
• Work.. Ugh work, Don't get me wrong I do like my job surprisingly, I work at a call center and my co-workers are awesome. But the goals of what they want us to do can be quite ridiculous. Luckily I have a new Awesome Manager who as we speak is helping me fight for a raise. :) Thanks Sir. 
• Took my Cat to the vet. She is okay, Very healthy but UGH! so Much, She had to get all her shots, than found out a week later there was still one more she needed. My little Cozmo is getting fixed soon (once I get the money). And now I have to brush her teeth  :S weird but okay
• About the brushing of my cats teeth, well I told my friends at work and take your mind to the dirtiest place of that gutter. Ya, that's right I hear those jokes all day now. Its quite funny but I can't yet look at my cat the same. lol
• MONEY ISSUES!! Still my biggest problem, Trying to pay off my bills almost done one which is already cancelled. The MasterCard is next halfway there, than it gets the chop. Lastly Visa which I am keeping as ONLY emergency use card and to help bring my credit back up. 
• CAR! I need/want my own car so badly I have it picked out and everything. The new Cruze LS+, it is amazing and Affordable so me as long as I can pay off my cards more. The worst part is that I may need a cosigner. But here's the thing. I cannot ask my mom, 1. She hates to be put on anything she never has before, 2.  This part pisses me off. She has a loan right now for my Brother. That's right she took out a loan for my Younger Brother for college but won't Co sign for her daughter who has been working her ass off since she was 16!! 
• Oh, one of my Best friends and I got into a huge fight. He thinks it has something to do with Me telling him how to parent his child, Which I admit looking back it did really kinda come out that way. But it wasn't that. I am Sorry but any man/person (friend or not) who says that instead of letting a friend (his GF) and Baby (under a year old) go to a Family oriented pride parade to help support me the one time I ask, but would have the nerve to say to ME someone who has been cheated on by EVERY and I mean EVERY boyfriend she has every had that It would have been fine to take him to a Truck parade full of bimbo woman showing off. I mean really was I wrong to get mad at that. I understand if it had been Toronto I wouldn't take my child either for more than one reason. But really? I never ask for anything I wanted one day to Open up to my other side, embrace another part of me with my best friend, and a friend from work. Who were the only friends that would have come. He wouldn't have even if I asked him and told him it meant a lot to have some support. Which it would have been great to have his support, The day did mean a lot to me and this is what I get. Sorry little rant there. I know the way it came out was bad. But was I wrong?

So that is basically the list. Well it is now 4am and I have to work tomorrow. 3:30 pm until 1:00 am. Than Casino with my mother and some of her friends Sunday. AT 7AM!! Definitely having some energy drinks and staying awake. Maybe I'll remember my camera and take some pictures. I will try, no promises though. 

Good Nightie to all those Slumberers.

Rant, Vent, better now. :)

So. ya.. I was going to Blog a few days ago but trust me would not have been good. Short part of that would be that I was FINALLY supposed to get my property back for Sir fucking Ex over the past weekend. I messaged his dad Tuesday after not hearing from him to find out Ex Asshole went away for the weekend and is as far as I know still where ever the fuck he went. His mom tried to find my stuff but couldn't. I know his parents are trying but really? Why tell me? Could have just said "sorry couldn't meet up to grab your stuff but this weekend ok?" Instead of that. AHHHH!! If I had of written a blog entry that day about 98% would have just been swears. Been advised to go to small claims court. OH Effin Monkey Firetruckin Turtle Crack. (can't even swear right anymore). Debating I should but I really don't want to, and to make matters worse My mom is pushing to me to just buy a new SIM card for the phone so my brother can start using it. WHAT?? We've talked about giving that phone to my brother because he has my old old one. But I never said yes. I love my brother don't get me wrong. That fact is that he has never had a job, doesn't pay for anything himself, including school (FYI I was never told I had a chance to have my schooling paid for) so why should I give him an IPhone when yes he get good grades, but he hasn't worked (real world worked) and learned to earn things. Someone tell my mom, she won't let me say otherwise. I understand but until he has a job I can't do it, my mom will end up paying for it anyway which means. Another thing he gets handed to him while I have to work my Ass off, and she left me to pay for two phones for uhmm a year all by myself. UGH.


Well, I wasn't really going to rant tonight but guess it had to come out at some point. But other that that drama I am feeling a bit better about me. I have been added small routines to my days to help get some much needed order to them. Did a Wii "Just Dance" workout. Tired but felt so nice to release that energy. Work is okay too, can't complain except for the I DUN WANNA GO feeling I have been having lately. Only 2 more weeks til my holiday. CAN'T FUCKING WAIT PEOPLE! Sorry lots of capitals and swearing today. In another quite strange mood. Hopefully this is good sign :S    But since I kind of ranted more than I wanted to I completely forgot if there was something I'm missing I wanted to included.  *scratches head* oh Well. Tired so getting ready for bed. 

Phone plugged in

Alarms set

Energy drink beside bed to assist in wake up process

Kitten food ready to go

Work bag ready and waiting

Good Night To You Out There